How will I know?

Humble yourselves, therefore, 

under God's mighty hand, 

that He may lift you up in due time.

1 Peter 5:6

Hello everyone.  I have fallen in love with Glee's version of Whitney Houston's "How will I know".  Hence the post title.  I've never been a very big Whitney fan since the Bodygaurd was before my "remembering ability" time.  Regardless, it's a beautiful a capella rendition.  

For the past... well, two-three months, I have been applying to anywhere and everywhere for a CFY position.  Just to give you the nitty gritty explanation: In order to become fully licensed I have to complete a paid fellowship that entails a certain number of clinical clock hours, plus some other stuff, plus an evaluation from someone who has their C's (aka Certificate of Clinical Competence, aka full license).  The problem is, and to much of my dismay, a lot of places do not want to hire a CF because that means they have to pay someone else or more to make sure I'm doing my job right.  

This entire process has taken a toll on my patience because it seems like I'm getting nowhere.  One contracting company is offering me a traveling position out of state which I am completely not familiar with and it's scary to think that I would be signing my life away to a place that I haven't stepped foot inside.  Back in the day a spiritual gifts test told me that I had the gifts of patience and something else... I'm starting to question this trait of mine.

I know God will take care of me, and I know that "good things come to those who wait".  It's just a matter of patience and faith... right?  Easier said than done if you ask me.  Please be praying for me as I continue this journey.  I'm not sure where I'll end up, but I know that God will take care of me regardless.  Just have faith, Kelsea.  Everything will work out for the greater good. 

Now just to believe in that previous statement... 

Much love, 

Kelsea Lauren